Loon's Lunatic idea of life

One more year has pass

2011-09-05T19:11:00.004+08:00

Another year has gone… and I am one year older. Sigh. There are so many more things that I want to do before I reach 30s. So many things I need to finish up and so many place to travel. I wonder if I am able to fulfill most of them.

Anyway, thank you for the birthday present and also wishes. I have receive a lomo camera (very striking and cute ), balloons, chocolates and Tim Tams. Thank you. Now I need to find a pouch for the camera.

I didn't manage to get the balloon's photo because it kinda "drop" from the air before I can take a good shot of it...

Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie + Yuri Cup Cakes

2011-09-04T11:51:00.006+08:00

The phase “live to eat” is something luxury in my opinion. It is when you have the option to choose whether to eat or not and most of the time it is something like comfort eating. Sometimes, I do implement this kind of lifestyle living when I can afford. Most of the time, it is the early of the month. That is the time when I am so call “RICH” for the moment.

When I am on the “RICH” mode, I will try to get someone to explore with me to try some new food. Last month, I went to try a bakery shop, Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie (that my other online friends have recommended) for breakfast. The review of the food was good that it intrigue me and my friend to try it out.

The Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie is another nice place for tea if you have nothing to do and no where to go on weekend. It has a classy looking bakery, atmosphere and the food there are good. I have yet to try having lunch there but the breakfast is fine. Their menu are mainly bread, buns, pastries but they have cakes & a few types of pasta. I think they have different set of menu for different days.

My breakfast was expensive and it is over my budget because I bought some other things along with it.. Ha ha ha ha. I had the breakfast set, a hot chocolate, a truffle chocolate cake and 3 macaroons. The breakfast and chocolates are good but I still don’t know who people fancy the macaroons… They are just too sweet. It took me almost 3 weeks to finish it…

Not long ago, my friend came back from Singapore to introduce her BF (LOL) and we bought her cupcakes with octopus and fish as the theme (as she is so Sotong). I don’t think they can do squid, so octopus is the replacement. I manage to get one cupcakes for my photo.

Pizza, Tokyo Street and Cupcakes

2011-08-01T23:48:00.012+08:00

It was supposed to be a window shopping weekend for me but it ended up with an expensive, bloated and happy weekend (except for the pocket)… It all started with “SOMEONE” gave my friend the wrong information and we end up changing the plan last min… Well, since we are so “adaptable” we did manage to grab and explore some new place…

1. Yellow Cab Pizza.

After found out that we got cheated, we wander around aimlessly for a while thinking what to do next... until I got the urge to go eat pizza and suggest that we go Yellow Cab Pizza. Since both of use haven’t really ate a pizza for quite a long time, we began our journey there It was after lunch hour when we reach Lot 10 and the place was empty... we had the whole place to ourselves (expect for a stranded bird). We had a Manhattan Meat Lover Pizza since I miss MEAT a lot. It was good and delicious. Amazingly, I felt full. I know I don’t get full when I eat pizza... This was the one time I am full...

2. Tokyo Street

After eating, we decide to walk off those fats, in the streets of Bukit Bintang. At first, I didn’t expect to see anything in Pavilion (since it is always out of my budget.). However, I was wrong. There is a section on the top floor Pavilion… Tokyo Streets is OPEN!!!! It is a small section full with Japan related stuff like Daiso, mocha and so on... There is a sukiyaki Buffet there which I am more interested in… I will be going there once I have my salary out!!!

3. Flower Cupcakes

My “baker” friend came to find me when I was at Pavilion… she has cupcakes for me but I was out and wasn’t able to meet her… It was a few cupcakes decorated with edible – flower on the top. It is good and too bad I wasn’t able to take it immediately… The flower dry up a bit when I receive it.. therefore the pictures was not really what I was looking for. Even though it is dry, I still like the colors the have.

At last... My trip...to Japan.

2011-07-06T06:06:00.004+08:00

Summer is here again... and there are lots of things to do... Cinemas are full with wonderful movies and clients are on holidays. This year was a wonderful year. Thou there are a lots of ups and downs along the way, I manage to fulfill one of my “things to do in life” activity. I have managed to travel to Japan, my long-&-awaited-country after waiting for 3 years. There were delays along the way but we manage to stick to the plan. I have to say that I spent the best holidays of my life in Japan. I wasn’t disappointed with the trip. As the matter of fact, I would really love to go back to Japan soon.

“On 11th March 2011, the northern Tohoku region of Japan was hit by an earthquake with a magnitude of 9.0. A state of emergency has been declared for the region. There is still leakage from the nuclear power plant in Fukushima however, outside of Fukushima Prefecture things are mostly back to normal and radiation is not a great concern. The scheduled power outages implemented after the quake have all been done away with, though train schedules continue to be reduced, even in Tokyo. Transportation in the Tohoku region is mostly back to normal with the exception of some portions on the eastern coast.” – From wikitravel.

The earthquake happens not long after we bought our tickets and there were a lot of worries and doubt among our friends and family. My mom was worried about me but gave up in persuading me not to go. Hahahaha... She knows how stubborn I am when I set to do things I want. People asked me whether I am afraid of the radiation that time and aren’t I afraid of it. I know there is radiation but I am still determine to go. I have waited for 3 years for this trip and I am not willing to let it go without trying other options. My friend and I decide to change the plans and move toward South of Japan if it is still not safe by the time of our travel.

Anyway, I am really glad we decide to stick and go. It was already better when we are there. It is like nothing has happen there, except of the saving electric part. All the shops are open for business as usual. Japan is place that I really want to go for a holiday. It is a very interesting place where traditions and culture There are a lot of interesting place and they have beautiful temples in Kyoto and also Tokyo.

Kyoto is one of the seven largest cities in Japan. Now the ancient city of Kyoto has become a destination not to be missed when visiting Japan. It is surrounded by traditional culture, expressed through the traditional rituals, the ancient architecture and numerous temples, shrines. Ancient capital of Kyoto preserved traces of the Heian dynasty with temples, palaces in a very peaceful space.

On the other hand, Tokyo is a bit different. It is one of the most vibrant cities in the world. A modern city fill with skyscrapers, neon, electronics stores, large shopping complexes, countless bars and clubs. A city with newness that seems to make all ideas quickly obsolete. There are also Shrine and other tourist places, like the Famous Ghibli Museum (Hayao Miyazaki's charming museum).

I have such a great experience and it was an eye opening place to visit. I have been there for about 2 weeks and visited Kyoto, Osaka and Tokyo. However, 2 weeks is never enough when you are visiting Japan. There is so much to see and so many places to visit. I didn’t manage to visit the entire place plus I did miss out on eating some stuff. Nevertheless, I/we still get to visit most of it and Japan will not sink within 10 years. I still have time to visit. Another downside of traveling in Japan is the cost. Although we manage to keep the cost as low as possible, it not a trip that you can afford to go once a year. To me, the lodging is quite expensive in Japan compare to Australia.

I shall end this post here and will post up more details the next time I blog. Sorry but it will have to wait. I need to get my beauty sleep.. hahahaha. Night.

Working life and I am looking for a chance to polish my skill

2009-09-24T15:42:00.004+08:00

It as been quite some time since I have blog something. As my mood change from time to time. Sometimes I am really passion one thing and after a while, it does down. Lol. I think I have short attention spam. I don’t know how to fix it.

Here is a short update on me. I am currently working in a small advertising company. The work place is nice but the jobs that the boss provides to me have nothing to do with design or anything related to it. I have to change my job scope to Marketing and sales instead of designer. *Sigh* I also have to finish the job myself because my senior took the entire designers to do his work and left none to assist me on my work. It is not to say his work is a lot and need a lot of labor work, he just don’t want to do it and pass it on to the junior. Therefore, I am doing one-man-show at the moment and I hope to get another person to assist me. I really need another designer to help assist me with my work load. Though the income on my side will be small but I have triple the work load than my senior and I don’t know what the hell he is doing with so many people on his side. My boss do not want to hire more because he thinks it is a lot but I am working alone. Creative, sales, marketing and customer servicing. I have to do all of this. I can’t split my body into 2 nor will I be able to ask my senior to participate in my project. He always says that he is busy with his “work”. Therefore, I have given up on asking him to assist me on the work.

I would really love to change another company but there are a few obstacles that prevent me from doing so. I will hope that I will be able to solve all these obstacles and change this job as soon as possible. I do not mind the stress but I do mind the working attitude of my boss and senior. They are so irresponsible with their work and chuck it to the juniors to pick up their rubbish for them. I am piss off with this kind of attitude.

Anyway, these few months I am into photo shooting but I can’t find the subject I like to take. I hope that I will be able to find the model that are willing to spend their time with this amateur (me) and do some small photo shoot with me. It is a bit hard to hire a model and I do not have the money to provide costume for them. If only I can find all those student model/cosplayer in my area to help up. I don’t know anyone at the moment that caught my eyes. Even there are some, I forgot where I meet them already. Damn. I got a memory worst than a goldfish. Been all hectic and busy for quite sometimes already and I hope I will be able to have a free weekend to do some polishing on my skill.

Looks like I complain more than I should. Here are some of the funny photo I took from my Genting Highland trip. The Rest of the photo are in Facebook and multiply blog.

A new Sign for Pregnant women

My friend said it was cold so she is walking like this. Lol.

Bye.

The Worst (And Most Common) Etiquette Mistakes

2009-03-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

While i was surfing the web yesterday.. while waiting to book movie tickets... i found an interesting web on food etiquette.. Malaysian sometimes are lack of the minor etiquettes.. so maybe this will help us all...

Article from :The Worst (And Most Common) Etiquette Mistakes by Rita Mauceri & Elycia Rubin

* Party Poopers When you receive an invitation to a dinner or party--whether by Evite, voicemail, or casual email--RESPOND. Yeah, that’s what that little “RSVP” thing means. Everyone knows it, yet it’s amazing how many don’t respond. Even for weddings! Planning a party or event requires a lot of work, so do the host a simple favor and let them know if you're coming or not.
* Nickel & Dimin’ How annoying is it when you go to dinner with four or more people, the check finally arrives, and one of your meal companions begins to divvy up the check down to the last penny? Sure, we get that Sally had a shrimp salad, and Janet had two iced teas, while Beth only had water, and you ordered a slice of peach pie (a la mode, which is extra). The point is, if you go out to dinner with a group, be prepared to split the bill more or less evenly. If there's an outstanding cost differential, fine, estimate it and be done with it. The person who spends twenty minutes dividing the bill to the dime comes off as a cheapskate –- and kills the festive mood.
* The Line-Up Lines are a fact of life. At the post office, the supermarket, just about everywhere these days. For starters, moaners who huff and gripe about standing in a line of three people for all of five minutes are tops on our list. Get over yourself -- if you don’t have a few minutes to wait to buy that loaf of bread, then pick it up another time. Another thing: Don’t show your impatience by creeping up so close to the person in front of you that they can feel your breath. Crowding those around you will not get you to the front any faster, so give them some space. Finally, cutting in line or trying to ignore the fact that there IS a line –- stop it! Everyone’s time is valuable.
* The ME Show It’s great to hear all the crazy, wacky, wonderful things happening in the lives of others. Jobs, engagements, breakups, boyfriends, puppies, pregnancies, vacations — very good stuff, all of it. But once you’ve listened to a friend, family member, or colleague spout about their own fabulous life for an hour (or two), it’s normal to expect them to ask, “So, what’s going on with you?” Those who blab on about themselves while you listen intently, then don’t ask a thing about you in return are just plain rude.
* Baby Biz Changing a poopy baby diaper around others is nasty -- and we're moms. Changing the other kind of baby diaper in public is one thing, but still should only be done when absolutely necessary!
* Mobile Madness As much as we love the modern age, there are days when we long to go to a coffee shop, movie theatre, bookstore, or post office and not hear some teen queen dishing to her friend about last night's hot date with Todd or eavesdrop (unwillingly) on a screaming family feud. Mobile phones are essential, but please, people, pleeeeeeease, use a little restraint on the when's, what's, and where's. We're happy that Todd is "totally built" but we're going to have to start walking around town and slapping people with "TMI" tickets (yes, too much information).
* Smokes Everyone has a right to smoke in public, but be conscious of whose face your smoke is blowing into. Are there kids nearby? And we just might kick the butt of the next person we see throwing their burning butt on the ground without putting it out. Really, find an ashtray or trashcan where you can extinguish and dispose of it properly -- that thing is garbage, not decoration for our streets and sidewalks.
* The Pee & Flee Public bathrooms get used by everyone -- yup, they're public! So, making a mess of the toilet seat, and then prancing out without bothering to wipe it up -- not cool. Leaving a mess for the next visitor is completely unacceptable (and disgustingly unsanitary, of course). Take 10 seconds to rip off a piece of toilet paper, toilet seat cover, or a paper towel, and do your due diligence!
* Stealing...a parking spot, that is. Yeah, you know who you are. If someone has their blinker on and is patiently waiting for a spot, it's theirs. And if you've already passed a spot up, it's gone. Treat others as you expect to be treated, and the parking goddesses will smile down upon you... eventually.
* Belly Baring Men, women -- anyone who's passed puberty, everyone who isn't lounging poolside or oceanside -- resist the urge to bare those bellies. They may be beautiful, Buddha-like, jolly, but sometimes they can be flabby, hairy, and not ripe for public consumption. If you're jogging, fellas, t-shirts or tanks won't hurt your workout, so throw one on. Gals, midriff fashions are never really on our "Do" list, and that goes double if your age doesn't contain the word "teen." There are plenty of ways for all of us to flaunt what we got without sharing our tum-tums with the world.
* Spitting This gets especially yucky when it's one of those enormous globs that looks like it could be alive. Some people (males, in particular) think it's kind of a cool-guy thing to do. We're here to tell ya that no one wants to see you hock a big gooey one out of your car, onto the sidewalk, or anywhere else for that matter. Try a tissue.
* Honking Problem People who honk too often, too unnecessarily, or just to express their emotions are on our list of Most Etiquette Challenged. If you're trying to warn someone about a collision or problem, fine, otherwise it's not that serious. Give it a rest!

Yes.. I know, I know.. not all are the same.. but sure there is something that you will see on the road.. so here is it.. some help..

MY LANDLADY IS A FK BITCH

2007-12-18T18:11:00.001+08:00

After staying for so long in my current rented room, I know that my stupid landlady is more than a fucking BITCH. It all started when I have drop my client’s pendrive somewhere outside of my rented room and I am afraid that the children (landlord’s one) will play with it and damage it. Let me stress on something. The pendrive is my client’s one and it have all the work that I have done so far. So it is important and I am supposed to have a meeting with her. I have back up some but not the latest work. So I call back to ask someone to help me to pick it up and keep it safe. At the first call (9 am), landlady pick up. When I told her the situation and she said “I am sorry. I am too tired to go down. I am still sleeping.” So I have no choice but to ask the maid to help me pick it up. On the 2nd call (10:30am), I call again to check out on the status. Again the landlady pick up, and she said “Sorry. I am still upstairs and I don’t want to go down. All my children are downstairs and I don’t want them to cling on me calling me mummy, mummy”. WTH. What the kind of mother are you? Anyway, I have to call the maid again. The maid found it and I told her to KEEP IT SAFE. She cannot LOST it. All my work is in there. When I come back, I will take it from her and then I stress again to NOT LOST IT and she promise not to lose it.

When I came back and they have come back from the restaurant, I ask the maid where my client’s pendrive is. That was when she told me that she LOST it and think that it might be somewhere in the house. Of course I got mad and told her that she should have put it somewhere safe. Then I started my “anxious” mode and when looking for the whole house for it. After looking for quite sometime, I gave up looking while the maid continues looking for it. I have told the landlord that if the maid cannot find the pendrive, she MIGHT need to compensate a bit. I will not have her to bear all of the cost because it is partially my fault also. At that time the landlord just say “OK” and I went back to find all the backs up files and redo the latest work just in case we really cannot find it. Later (at 2 am), I felt bad and went out to apologize on my action to the maid and explain everything. We have discussed and settle with sharing the cost without a grudge. Both of us are fine with it. If it is very cheap, then she will have to pay only RM10 for it while I bear the rest of the cost.

From this part of the story is where I have started to dislike my landlady.

Early the next morning, the maid has founded (around 3am) the pendrive somewhere on the mattress and came to pass me the stupid fucking message from the landlady. “Tell Miss Tan (me) that I am ANGRY at her” What the hell!!! You just woke up and this stupid message comes without reason. Since I am preparing for work I don’t have time to go and ask what in detail happen. So the maid gave me a summary of what she told the landlady.

“Maam tanya saya pukul berapa tidur. Saya beritahu dia pukul 3 pagi. Lepas to maam marah saya kenapa tak tidur dan pergi cari benda kakak. Saya juga ada beritahu maam, kakak ada bincang dengan saya and minta maaf dengan saya. Saya tak apa dan boleh kongsi bayar dengan kakak. Tapi maam tak mahu dengar. Suruh saya beritahu kakak bahawa maam marah dengan kakak.”

What the shit she wants. Ignoring what happen at the moment and rush to work. That day was a VERY unlucky day for me. Things went wrong from the start maybe because I got affected by the stupid message.

When I came back from work, the landlord confronted me and said I owe the maid an apology. !%@#%$^*@#^*!@!* What did I do until I need to apologize again. He start by saying that it is my fault that I lost my things and I have no right to demand money from the maid because she is doing me a favor by helping me find it. I should come back and find it. Yes. That part is correct. However, it is her responsibility to keep it safe because she promise to do so. Once you promise you have to keep the promise and it have nothing to do with favor. I really want to fucking answer him back that time “I am also doing a favor by placing 100% of my trust on her when she promise to do so that time. And the way you are saying now tells me that it is very STUPID of me to do so. You are saying that I should not TRUST her at all.” FUCK. I have the feeling that the idiot landlady didn’t tell her husband every thing and purposely accuse me and told him another story. I am very sure she didn’t tell him the real story because he silent down when I told him I already apologize earlier to the maid. If he doesn’t believe, then he can go and ask the maid. Still there is a tension. I am so fucking mad at them at that time and I don’t want to meet them at all.

Later that day when I talk to the maid(we usually have pet chat), she said that landlady scold her horribly when she cannot take care of 3 young children and always bring up the incident of her helping me to find the pendrive. @&^@#%%?#>< Just because of this she is so mad about it and she cannot forgive?? What have this to do with her? It is the problem of me and the maid. The maid is cool about it. I am cool about it already. SO WHAT THE FUCK SHE HAS TO INTERFERE. She as a mother, she don’t want to take care of the children and always keep hiding in that stupid bedroom. WHAT RIGHT DOES SHE HAVE TO BUTT IN OUR PROBLEM AND HOW CAN SHE CALL HERSELF A MOTHER!!!!!! I have never seen her take care of her children at home at all!!! All she does is throw 3 small girls to the maid and expect the maid to do cooking and cleaning while entertaining the children?? She only comes down when she is hungry in the afternoon.

Until today, that bitchy landlady is still mad at me and ignoring me. What do I care. She is not an important person in my life but what I hate is, she keeps saying she is a Christian and people should forgive (from last time conversation). On the other hand, she cannot forgive this small thing. That bitch is giving a bad name to the Christian people. If she wants to keep that grudge then it is up to her. She can fucking forget about asking me for any favor next time. I am not doing anything for her already. After staying with her for so long and helping her so many times, she can be said as “Kacang lupakan kulit” person, an ass bitch. I am not helping her to any emergency anymore. Not even like last time, sending that bitch to the hospital. Now I know why everyone doesn’t like to stay here. From the entire previous tenant complains, I have heard them complaining on the landlady the most in every conversation.

Recent updates on myside and my complains

2007-12-18T18:11:00.000+08:00

Hello, It has been a very very long time since I write and complain on things.. So now I am going to compile all the complains that I have and summarize the time line of my latest update all in one blog.

First I have change my job for quite sometime already and I am currently working as an in-house designer. Our company is a small company (according to the boss). The job is a bit nice and good for me as a newly starter. Learning quite a lot of things regarding printing but having a hard time continuing the previous designer’s job. I don’t even know what she is doing and the boss didn’t quite know about it also. Haii… the hand over from the previous designer was only half a day and most of the time she just talk about the company and told me some “advise for working”. Ha ha ha. Just some tips on work. However, she didn’t tell me how and where to find her files. She didn’t tell me on the project she is working on. Which makes me VERY blur when the boss suddenly come and ask me on that topic. Huh? What the hell…!! I got the shock of my life on that.

Working here is nice and at the same time it is not worth the salary. It is nice when the boss is out of the office or she is oversea. Life in office is EVEN better when BOSS’S Precious is not in the office also. Our boss has a favorite gal or I should call her the “Personal Assistant” instead of marketing staff. She will ask only her for opinion and then ignore most of our suggestion. It is so obvious that even me, the new staff can see it on the first week. The favorite gal will spend most of her day online at friendster, msn, yahoo messenger and etc,etc. As a marketing staff, it is her responsibility to meet and serve the client that came to our shop. However, she will always pass the customer to other staff (including me that don’t know anything that time) and gave and excuse that she is very busy with work while on her screen she is on yahoo messenger. What is so busy about that?

The boss is also very fussy, picky, demanding and fickle minded. How can you say one thing now and then say another thing contrast to your words in the same conversation? What the hell. You want this concept or that concept? You want to print out or not? You always suggest things when it already happen? You are the one who knows it and still you denied it after that. Always start to blame on people when something goes wrong. The boss didn’t even provide the medical insurance for me. To make it worst, she verbally said supposedly I will be entitle to my annual leaves after working for one year only. I am not to have any annual leaves within the first year. !?@$^#*%^%*#$. Where got a law like that in Malaysia. I have ask other employer and they said that there is no such law in Malaysia. Damn. I am WORKING OT FOR FREE ALSO!!! She don’t want to give OT…!!!! I have to stay back and work because I have to meet her ridiculous deadline that she gave me..

There is “nun” who is so jealous about every thing and keeps complaining her stuff to me. So I got to know quite amount of things from her. Haii. I am force to listen to her nagging and complain. Attitude problem. Just because you are older doesn’t mean you can joke on other people but other people can’t do the same to you. What the hell. How can you just say that because you are old already you cannot change and we have to change because we are younger. There are times for us to change and adapt to you while you cannot change and adapt to us. Don’t use age to make an excuse to not change yourself. If it is like that, then I just want to say that you have no right to an adult. Just stay at an old lady and rot. If you can’t take a joke, then don’t come and make a joke other people. You are not the only one have troubles at home. We all have and we have to solve it ourselves. Just because you have work to do doesn’t mean that I don’t have work to do. Just because I always have to look at the screen doesn’t mean that I don’t have to think and work it out? What you think? I can just do something without taking time to think?

Working with a client is also problem. When it is end of the month of course you will ask for your payment. She said that I always ask for my payment in advance. WTF. When I finish my work for the month, of course I will ask for the payment at the last week of the month. There is nothing wrong with it. That is how the “part time” system works unless you have an agreement and it said otherwise. To make it worst, I am doing a favor for her by printing out the draft for free. Do you know how much a color printing cost just for an A4? And it is not one piece? At least 5 pieces. Not counting the car petrol to send the draft to her. Damn. I should ask her for more money instead of what I am having now.

Shit! After all this stupid things, I think I want to have a very long long vaction. I am mentally tired and stress because of human. How come some human are just born to be a pain in the ass for another human? The next year, when I resign from this job, I hope will get at least one month vacation before I start the new job again. I didn’t get that long vacation that I want this year. So I hope I can get one. Anytime will do. At the same time I still hope I will get a better job in Singapore. If I do, then I will be one step closer to my aim in career.

SteamBoat Test (try it out)

2007-06-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

What kind of season will you enjoy eating steamboat?

A. Winter ( To Qn 2)

B. Summer (To Qn 5)

C. No matter what season (To Qn 1)

1. Do you like to have some sauce on your food?

A. Like (To Qn 2)

B. Don't like (To Qn 5)

2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat soup?

A. Yes (To Qn 3)

B. No (To Qn 6)

3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur steamboat food, what will you do?

A. Quarrel with the boss and request another new one. (To Qn 13)

B. Stop eating and just pay and go. (To Qn 10)

4. What is the main point ypu will consider for choosing a steamboat restaurant?

A. Famous ( To Qn 7)

B. Reasonable prices ( To Qn 8)

5. If the steamboat restaurant has a new product of steamboat, will you dare to try?

A. Yes ( To Qn 6)

B. No ( To Qn 8)

6. How many people do you like to have your steamboat meal with?

A. 2-3 soulmates ( To Qn 9)

B. A big group of friends ( To Qn 3)

7. If the steamboat restaurant is very crowded, will you wait for a seat or go to another place?

A. Wait ( To Qn 11)

B. Proceed to another one ( To Qn 12)

8. What kind of food you like to add?

A. Noodle ( To Qn 9)

B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" ( To Qn 7)

9. Will you drink the soup first or finish all the ingredients in the bowl then drink the soup?

A. Drink the soup first ( To Qn 10)

B. Eat the ingredients first ( To Qn 12)

10. If the boss tells you that you must add some SPECIAL and ODD ingredient in the soup to make it more delicious, will you dare to add?

A. Yes ( To Qn 17)

B. No ( To Qn 13)

11. Will you drink a cup of cooling water after you finish this steamy hot meal?

A. Yes ( To Qn 15)

B. No ( To Qn 14)

12. When you are having your steamboat, do you put in your meat first or put in later?

A. Put it once the steamboat start ( To Qn 15)

B. Later part then put ( To Qn 11)

13. Do you like to put all types of food at one go into the steamboat or have it put in one type by one type?

A. All ( To Qn 17)

B. One type at a time ( To Qn 16)

14. What drink will you like to go with your meal?

A. Oolong Tea ( To Qn 16)

B. Plum juice ( Type A)

15. Do you like to have steamboat at home or outside?

A. Home ( To Qn 16)

B. Outside ( To Qn 14)

16. Will you mind if another customer is standing behind you, waiting for you while you are finishing your food?

A. Mind ( Type B)

B. Don't mind ( Type C)

17. You are already very full with your meal but the boss offer to let you have another steamboat meal, will you eat it?

A. Yes (Type D)

B. No ( To Qn 16)

RESULTS....

TYPE A
Shy, a bit of an introvert. You are more stubborn and like to stay alone quietly at home. To you, talking to strangers is a hard thing so you have not much friends. But you will still have some soulmates. You need to treasure people who care and love you. You are more interested in your own matters, you will try your very best to achieve your target. But you can't do everything alone, and just depend on yourself, learn to open up and accept other opinions. Try to get along with different people.

TYPE B
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

TYPE C
Gentle like a lamb. You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to get along with people. Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you. You hate to have conflicts with people so you
always try to adapt to everyone. You treat every person differently. To look at the bright side, you adapt easily. But to look at the dark side, you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of charm. On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around. You must try to express yourself more and be more decisive. In this way, you can understand yourself more.

TYPE D
You are stubborn, like to go in circles and don't get to the point. Once you decide on something, no one can change your mind. You are a good leader in a group so you win a lot of trust from your friends. But as you
are too persistant on your own thinking, you neglect other people's suggestions therefore you can easily make enemies. Although it is good to maintain your own character but it doesn't mean you totally ignore other people's thoughts and feelings. You will let people think you are hard to handle and you will lose friends gradually and may end up alone. You need to learn to accept other people's opinion. This will make your social circle bigger and you will understand yourself better

Long awaited Moment

2007-06-06T02:44:00.000+08:00

After so long, waiting and complaining and stress, I have FINALLY TENDER my resignation. At last I have the guts to resign. Ha ha ha ha. This took me VERY long to do create that damn letter and pass it to my manager. Haii…I am disappointed at myself. Anyway, there has been a lot of trouble and I have faces a numerous misery trials when I am in the company. Therefore, I think it is time to move on and face another challenge before I get to comfortable there (Which I think that feeling is starting to emerge).

With that decision, I have tender without a job to back up. Some of you may think that I am CRAZY to tender without a job, which makes your opinion same with my parents and most colleague, I think it is worth the while. For your information, my company require us to give TWO and I mean REALLY “2” months notice before you can really leave the company. Most of the companies out there required only one month but for some reason, my company needs TWO month. If I were to leave earlier than 2 month, I am required to compensate the company back with my salary. For that reason, I do not want to waste my salary on them... I am kind of taking the risk and if I do not get any job by the end of the month, I will just have to treat it as my “Long awaited Holiday” that I didn’t get from my current company. So give me your opinion whether it is good to take this risk or not. I want to know.

Since I have tender my letter, this means I am currently looking for a job. I am looking for a job which have something to do with design. If you guys have a vacancy in your company or any where, please do drop by a note to me. I would like to try my luck to find out whether I am still fit to be designer back. After 2 years away from the field, I know I will be counted as OUT-dated. However, I would still like to try my luck. Maybe… Maybe just one small company out there is willing to take me in their care. ^_^

Anyway, I am still busy with my portfolio. Have to start to create some new works and hope they will impress the interviewer. At the same time think of a way to play my online game. Ha ha ha. I am still a game idiot. Since Ragnarok Online have another free sever again, I will spend my bored time with it. But most of the time I will be running here and there to look for a good internet cafe to play. The phone line / streamyx still suck at my area. Or it is only I have that problem. I seem to DC all the time. The longest record I have was 1 hour while the shortest one was about 30 seconds. There are a few people told me that it could me the house phone cable. That makes it worst. I can’t call the landlord to fix his house phone cable. Haii...

Another thing that I am worried about is the salary of the new job. Will I be able to support myself? And it is far from my current place? My rental now is quite cheap but the situation in the house is bad. If I were to move out, I am sure I will not be able to get another cheap room like this. Anyway I have complained too much. Better stop now before all things seep out without control. ^ 0 ^

Btw, I would like to get some comments on the photography picture I took and upload into the album. It is the scenery from Redang. I have minimized the picture to a smaller file. Please Comment. I will love to know your opinion on it.

I need WAYS TO GET GOOD LUCK!!!!

2007-03-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

It has been a long long time since the last blog I wrote.. Hahaha. Any way.. I need idea to on "How to Bring Good Luck to your Life.." It seems that this year will not be a good year for me.. There are lot of event, happened to me and I don’t think that it is a good thing… Hai…. My luck seems to be veeerryyyy bad and gloommyyy for me this year. It seems that this is not my year at all. Looks like the CNY luck have been use up and dried out to the last one already.. all there is left is…………. I want my HOLIDAY BACK!!!!!!

At first I don’t care about these luck things, but more and more stuff happen which make me doubt that it is a fair luck year.. For example, yesterday, my door’s lock have broken into half. This is something that you don’t see often. That lock suddenly BROKE into HALF when I try to open the door!!!! What happened??? Is that handle so weak until I can just break it with a turn of the key or I am too strong???? To make it worst.. I was lock outside!! I can’t get in !!!.. Who is the IDOT who make the lock SO WEAK!!?!?!?! Lucky for me a bit, the landlord is there to help. If not, I don’t need to sleep at all. For the reason that, I will not be able to lock the door for the mean time until I get help and replace it as soon as possible. Which makes things event bad for me. So most people know my landlord’s make have a reputation to keep. A REPUTATION OF RANSACKING THE ROOMS FOR FOOD. Hence, how am I suppose to be clam down and leave for work with a big rat at my house waiting to ambush my food?? MY Precious FOOODD. I will die without my food. I just hope when she loot, she will take those expired one out for me. Hahahaahahaha.

It seems today there is earthquake in Sumatera and it seems to be a big one. Amazingly, I can feel it shaking from my office in Cyberjaya. The first one was kind of weak but the 2nd one was really strong. I wonder we will have another tsunami in Malaysia? Will it be like the first one?

Office is very boring now. There aren’t much thing to celebrate at the early of the year and my department’s DE is getting worst and worst. If anyone have read about my previous 2 IDOT COLLEAGUE, now I have another very worst one… damn lazy and stupid… hai… I keep thinking that my department is CURSED!!!! Well what other reason there is other than CURSE!!. . . maybe need to get one Fung Shui master to come and check on the department name. This new one is worst that the previous 2.. far more worst.. how I wish that I don’t need them to do my work.

GERAM AND IRRITATING

2006-11-18T01:16:00.000+08:00

You know… One of the irritating characters that I really don’t like is a stranger or friends trying to persuade or convince that it is good for you when you know you don’t want it. I have met a person like that in my new place. He is a good guy but he is always on a rush and I don’t know why he likes that kind of life style. But still he is a nice person to chat with. Almost good but not good friend until it come to the part where he always yum cha with me. Btw, he is an insurance seller, which make him natural in PR.

I don’t mind going out and yum cha with him but I DO mind EVERY TIME HE GO OUT and ALWAYS CONVINCE ME TO BUY AN INSURANCE. It is very very irritating. Almost every time we are out, that stupid topic are sure to be raise. YES. I know insurance is good as a tool just in case you really meet into accidents. But you know your limit whether you can afford yourself to buy something these kinds of protection. When you know you can’t afford it, you will not buy it. But there is one idiot always persuade me to buy it just because he works as an agent and he knows the important of it. It is not like I don’t know how to important it is, however if that is going to burden me in financially, I am not that stupid to put myself into a commitment that cannot benefit me. Even though it does benefits me and protect me, it is going to burden me for the rest of the 50 years you know. To make it even worst, I requested for some time to think about the offer that he have propose. Thinking that maybe when I have seek some opinion and then assurance, I can contact him to make a deal and I hope he will listen. On the contrary, he keep on babbling more..

IT IS ANNOYING!!! What may be important to you doesn’t meant IT IS GOOD FOR ME!!!! I don’t live at your lifestyle pace. LET ME THINK.. !! if you want business, Don’t FORCE ME TO THINK TO FAST!!!..

URGENT!!!!! PLS HELP!!!! HELP ME FIND MY DOG!!!!

2006-06-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

HELP HELP!!!! I NEED YOUR HELP!!!! I NEED PPL TO LOOK OUT FOR MY DOG, YUKA!!! SOME ONE HAVE BROKED IN TO MY HOUSE AND STOLE MY DOG, MY PLAYSTATION 2, A DIGITAL CAMERA FROM MY HOUSEMATE!!!! I NEED HELP FROM PPL WHO STAY NEAR SUBANG TO HELP LOOK OUT FOR MY DOG... ANYONE PLS LOOK OUT FOR MY DOG.. MAYBE HE WILL BE SOLD SOME WHERE ELSE... I DON'T KNOW..MY DOG IS A BEAGLE, AND IT IS STILL A PUPPY.IF YOU NEED PICTURE, IT IS EITHER IN MY PHOTOS SECTION. IF ANYONE DOES SEE IT, PLS BRING IT BACK TO ME.. YOU CAN CONTACT ME AT 016-3656740!!! REWARDS WILL BE GIVEN.. I AM FURIOUS AT THEM FOR TAKING MY DOG ALSO. WHAT THE HELL THEY WANT WITH HIM!!!! BRING HIM BACK TO ME.. I WANT HIM BACK!!! SEND HIM BACK TO ME.. PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS...

Yuka's picture: http://loonloonster.multiply.com/photos/album/4

Something I found Interesting...

2006-04-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

Well it is not exactly I have something got to complain this time.. but I have read something interesting from one of my books.. Maybe some have heard it before. It goes like this;

'You don't belong to yourself.
There's not a single person in this world who only belongs to themselves.
Everybody relates to others and shares something with them.
That's why we can't be free of others.
That's what makes us fell joy and sadness....
And Love....'

I think this good.. Well it is true but just some people don't notice it and they keep hurting them self.... I don't know what I am talking about now...To blurr already...Arrgghh...Should get more fresh air...Anyway, that I what I want to blog...Just those sentences above.......

Topic: Top 10 reasons why we SHOULD buy pirated VCDs

2006-04-08T10:40:00.000+08:00

I think some of you have read about this thing.. so nvr mind.. These are for those who haven't read about it.. just joking..

Topic: Top 10 reasons why we SHOULD buy pirated VCDs

1. Free black plastic bag.
You cant get those cool black coloured bags anywhere.The ones sold outside are too big and they are meantfor the tong sampah.

2. Family bond.
Every weekend, when you go to wangsa maju JJ, you can see little kids running to the VCD shop to select their favourite Pokemon cartoon VCD. And then mommy will come along to find her favourite Teresa Teng VCD.Next comes big sister to select her F4 VCD. And lastly, big bro and daddy searching for the latest movies ... and try to eye for some you-know-what VCD. Anyway, the whole idea is, the pirated VCD shop is like a place for weekend family reunion. When was the last time you saw daddy buying little Billy a VCD in Speedy Video ?

3. Cinema sucks.
When you reach the cinema, you'll have to line up for 15 minutes before it's your turn to get the ticket. By then, they tell you ticket sudah habis.So you buy tickets for the next show and have to wait another 3 hours. When the time comes, the ticket usher stops you from bringing nasi lemak and cha-kuay-teow into the hall.So you're forced to line up another 10 minutes in the snack bar. By then, you're already late for the show. Lampu sudahtutup when you go in. Oooppss.. terjatuh and veryone laughs at you. Next, the cinemabores you with 15 minutes of iklan. Frankly speaking, I dunno why the governmentban triple X VCDs when all the beer commercials in the cinema feature sluts dancing around. Later, your handphone rings and everyone boos you.At last, the show ends but you'll need to beratur through the smelly exit.After 30 mintues, you notice that your handphone is lost. The only thing good about cinemas is the fact that you can throw kua-chi on the floor.

4. Customer Friendly Sellers.
Buying VCDs from the stall is like dining in a luxury restaurant. First, those blond hair sellers will greet you with 'leng-chai'. It's now time to order the meal. If you know what to order, they will search the title for you.But if you're undecided, these fellas will suggest some meals for you.Strangely, all movies (according to them) are nice to watch. When you've finished, here comes the main course. The rectangular box containing all the finest artistic international stuff.(porn?)..And you can bargain too! But when you buy VCDs from Speedy Video, the shop assistants will stand few meters away from you, with their arms tied and eyes alert, thinking that you're another shoplifter.

5. Beli barang buatan Malaysia.
The title says it all. No need to say more.

6. You go to the movies...
while watching the most suspense part in a love movie....as the guy and girl are about to kiss...all of a sudden, the screen goes into matrix mode. And then it changes to some dull scene. Doesn't this sound familiar? Say thank you to our censorship board for helping us remove the "naughty" parts. You never get this when you buy pirated CDs.

7. 6 years ago, piracy was a minority because of the original CD pricing and contents. 3 years ago, they increased original CD prices by 70% and say it's because of import duties, tax and other crap.While at the same time, the pirated CD prices drop by 50% - 70%.Customers would prefer to buy from a sale right?

8. Piracy helps students to learn new programs at a reduced price cost.
If every student is going to spend RM800 just to buy Adobe Photoshop, then Malaysia would lag behind in the computer graphics industry. So in the long run, Malaysia's economic status becomes better with more knowledgeable citizens.

9. As people are willing to spend money on pirated CDs but not that willing to buy original cds, they are circulating the money and helping to increase the GDP.

10. Pirated VCDs offer the latest movies,
even before they are shown in the U.S.! Compare this to original VCDs,where you have to wait for a few months after the movie is first released.

Hahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha

New things to add to my life,,,,,

2006-04-02T07:00:00.000+08:00

This month is one of the months that I have over spend my budget for something and I will really have a lot of trouble paying back all the things. Normally I will just be counted as "POOR" at the end of the month but this time, it seems that this time, I will be declare "BANKRUPT" and into the category of "NEED MONEY!! READY TO SELL OF ORGAN PARTS". Wow... first time for me… hahahaha I don't know whether it is a good thing or a bad thing.. Any way there are a few reasons for my bankruptcy. One is because of my friend's birthday present and.. Another thing is... I have a NEW DOG!!!!! Hahahahahahahaha.. Still young but ok lah.. You can see the picture at Multiply.

This time, the dog is a male and he is a beagle. HOHOHOHOHOHohohoo.. Though I like furry dogs. This one is not bad also. He is quite and not very demanding. Just maybe in the morning he wants to come out and pee or shit. Finding a name for him is quite hard because I am not sure which one he suit and does my parent know how to pronounce it or not. The process was hard because a lot of names come out and not all are ok. XD Especially my younger sis name. It is all her favorite idols like Arashi, Kaneshiro, and lots more. My mom has chosen "Erni". After thinking long, we all have finally decided on the name YUKA!!!!! XD... Yipeee... At last, he has a name.

Training Yuka toilet training is a bit hard because he is still young and don't know about not shitting here and there. That has always been a pain in the ass because I am not always there [working] and then I need some one to feed him when I am away. Lucky Jessie, my housemate is willing to help me to feed him. Well he has to be patient for I am not always very free. So I just hope he will adapt to it and he learn toilet training very fast.

Ju$t FiNiSh UpLo@DinG tH3 piCtur3$...

2006-03-22T03:11:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.. As what the title have announce, I have updated my picture into the given website address below. Do visit the site if you are instested.

The pictures are from last BBQ Party @ Cyberia. Kind of Nice and all got wet.. XD. Next time I will Upload the picture I got from Aquaria... XD it is a Very nice place. Not Bad For Malaysia....

So.. Enjoy!!! ^_^ *-*
http://loonloonster.multiply.com/photos/album/3

MoOd FoR tODaY!!!! -->> HoRrIblE!!!!!

2006-03-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

Today mood? HORRIBLE>>>

Now I am feeling very horrible and I want to blog for no reason. I don’t know what happen today but I am feeling very horrible and I don’t know what I am going to do with it. Maybe I will just keep my sour face and hope that it will keep people away form me for a day. I don’t know what is wrong.. Every thing doesn’t seem right. Every thing looks normal but I don’t and will not be feeling like usual for today.. PMS came? I don’t think so. Lazy until I am bored? Maybe but that will not make me feel so horrible and Gloomy!!!! I don’t know.. I give up.. Looks like I will have to meet a psychiatrists to find out what happen to me.. Where can I find one? Malaysia’s psychiatrists are counted as a RARE animal. To look for one, you will have to dig up a lot of yellow pages and web page to find one… How come so many people especially in Malaysia thinks that visiting a psychiatrist is a taboo? It is because they think visiting them means they have mental problem or those who cannot be cured already? If that is the situation, looks like oversea human have mental problem and it is very dangerous over the other side of the world. Weird.

Anyway, if you know any physiologist or psychiatrists, please inform me so I can have my brain scan to find out why I am so weird. I WANT A LOT A LOT OF ICE-CREAM!!!!!!

Some nice Bedliner i found on the web.. Kinda like them....

Ok.. I have upload some picture of the previous BBQ event in Multiply, my another blog website. Do go there and view the photo's. XD have fun...

Long TIme No SEE MAN...

2006-01-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

It has been more than four months since I have blog... Hahahaha... I am getting lazy and lazy... Maybe will event forget a lot of things...? Any way, I will start my long lost memories about every thing... Almost most every thing…

Working Section:

For a long time already since I have start working in HSBC for the 4 month, I start to notice that I can start to grow some fungus on me. . . I think I am growing fungus and other parasite on my head and body every day in the office. Are you surprise by that? You must be wondering now, whether I have been bathing or not. Actually, that is not the cause of the fungus appearing on my head. It is because I am actually rotting in the office waiting for time to pass by again. Like in my previous blog message, I did complain that I am too free in the office and I do have nothing to do there. The season comes and goes whenever every month and it is almost unpredictable when the next season will land in my department. But there is one thing for sure about this “Bored” season. That is every season will have the same symptoms and there will be neither prevention nor any way to avoid it. Well, that particular “Bored” season have come back again.

Well not every time it is the same... Some times it does get very hectic and I will have no time to even rest my fingers to finish approving all the others’ work… Ever since I have became the AP for my department… It has been quite stressful because of a few reasons. For example: co-workers, errors made by the whole team and how it is going to affect the bonus and allowance we are going to get soon... I can’t help it if my co-workers keep having errors, but there are no other ways to make them more careful. When stress starts to flood and disrupt my body, I will start to have errors of my own here and there which makes me more worried. Blah blah blah blah blah... I better stop here...

Now to the next section of the report; Lifestyle

My lifestyle have been a lot better since the Korean Boys were force to go back/ shifted out for no reason. This have been a VERY HAPPY news for me and it does make us [the housemate] more relax and relief because we do not have a trouble maker in our place anymore. This way, I get to ensure that I will not get some weird disease from them because the maid is here to wash EVERY time. At least I know it is cleaner in the toilet now than last time. But it is a pity for it only lasted about 3 months before a new tenant shifted in the next room where I have to share the toilet again. Well, this time is a lot better because the tenant is a female and she is local which understand the importance of “locking the door because it is not safe” and willing to corporate to clean the toilet. Though it is a good sign that it will be a bit better than last time, but I am not sure how long will it last before the true nature comes out and destroy the peace in the house. Peace will last temporary. Well, she looks of quite a good gal but looks are ALWAYS deceiving which makes me never to BELIVE in them TOO much until they are REALLY themselves. Let me just pray, that they will not be too awful when their true colors come reveling out into the public.

Other than that, there are some pleasant and unpleasant stuff happen. Lets start with some pleasant stuff which will make the gossips a bit juicy. For instance, I have encounter some nice relationship problem which make me not exactly rational in every sense. Sometimes I will just jump out and cry “Shit!” for no reason and startle some of my friends while having dinner. A mental problem which makes me more whacko nevertheless very cheerful. Maybe because of the hormone in my body have start to go a bit haywire and it sometimes make me want to start a war with who ever bug me… Scary and weird. Should I made an appointment with the doctor to make sure I am well.? Or should I just call the mental asylum, a sanctuary for the “Special Mind”? It sounds like a positive thing to me. Maybe not to you guys.. XD Continue one with the story..

There are a few things that make me very frustrated and annoyed in this few months. I am so disappointed at someone [you know WHO you are] for always breaking his promise which makes me lost all the confident in him. The worst part is that person keep making empty promise and didn’t keep on thinking I will tolerate him for a longer time until one day I decide to stop all of it. He have the nerve to keep saying empty promised but don’t have the GUTS to apologize for his IDIOTIC MISTAKE. The most I can say is.. You have disappointed me and you have let down the faith which people gave to you. I can keep on writing about it, but I will stop because you are not worth it any more. Shame on yourself.

Weekly happiness?

2005-11-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

Time : 2:57 pm, Afternoon
Current Place : In the office
Doing : Currently waiting for work to come.(half way working but nothing in the queue..)

Another day have pass by my lazy life and I am nearer to my death. Bit by bit my life force slipped away from me, flowing away, drain away by a thing call time. Still, I sit here wondering if I have done something worth my time or should I change my objective of life. Perhaps I should start by thinking about my long lost dream, which was something I have never have. What is my dream? It sounds as if I am unhappy with my life now but it is not. I am still looking for something that I desire. Something to do with my life now.

Last week was a hectic week till I do not have the time to play my games for so long and now I am soo tired. Well here is the topic for the day:

01. After waiting and tolerating the stupid Korean Pig in My House for soo long. On 28 Oct, I have quarrel with them.
02. My market specialist went back to Hong Kong.
03. My first time going to a club.

Topic 01
As what have been stated in the topic, I have quarrel with those pigs at last. I will not say much in this topic because I do not want my mood to be ruin by those stupid runts. Those boys are really bad and they are worst than a stupid brat who is 3 years younger than tem. They are the worst housemate you will get because they stinks, dirty, noisy, irresponsible and lazy like hell. I am not the only one who is complaining about them but the other housemate of mine also complain about their behavior and so on. Here is a few example about the problem they created.

01. Leave the house unlock, inviting/welcoming thief to come in out house.
02. Eat other’s people’s stuff/food without even asking.
03. Used housemate stuff [without permission] and then leave it there/outside. Didn’t even think about giving it back to the owner.
04. SHIT ON THE TOILET SEAT!!! [WTF!! They don’t even know how to shit properly? What kind of human are they? BARBARIAN]
05. Making stupid/ weird noise at 3 AM IN THE MORING!! ETC. ETC. ETC. ETC….[I don’t think you want to know more]

There are so much more that haven’t been told. Imagine that I have to tolerate all those crap for 3/more months until the day where I cannot stand it anymore. It all happens when I heard from my sister that they have wet the floor of my room from the toilet. I do not know what the hell they are doing in the toilet but it is IMPOSIBBLE to wet the flood unless they are flooding the toilet with water. I do not mind it is a bit of water but the problem is, the water flow and wet my mattress. For those you went into my room before, they will know, how far is it from the toilet door to my mattress. I think it was about time I stop tolerating with them and start complaining to his father/guardian. I have suffer for 3/more months tolerating with their bad and noisy life-style and I don’t think I can stand it any more. So that night I went to call their father/guardian right after I reach home and really hope their father/guardian will do something about them. After a while, they come back and complain about calling up their father/guardian and telling him what happen and their stupid, idiotic attitude. That is when we start the quarrel and the story goes on… It is not like I do not warn them before. I have warned them a great number of times that if they do not change I will have to call their father/guardian to make them change. Instead of keeping in that advise, they ignore it and then later blame me for not telling them at all. I was soo MAD at them that night. Ignore my advice and then they BLAME MORE FOR NOT TELLING THEM? What the hell! There are a lot more things happen that night however I will leave it for people who are really interested in what happen. MSG Me and I will tell more.. Don’t want to waste my Blog space because of them.

MOVE ON TO THE NEXT TOPIC. don't want to ruin the mood.

Topic 02

After coming to Malaysia for about 3 month, It is time for my market specialist to go back to their home town and start their vacation before going back to their hectic life style. Well we have a lot of fun here with them since we are always going out together, visiting place and country together on weekends until I am nearly broke. Well, I am always broke, not to say I am rich and have a lot of money. Well it is fun going out with them because there are a lot of things they will do with you and I can always find a drinking partner. XD Don’t tells my parent about it. They do not like me drinking so I have to keep it down.

Almost every week they have an event, every week a new place to go out. Sometimes near, sometimes far but there are sure a lot of things to eat. XD [my favorite event]. There are a lot of funs going out with them and there are a lot of things to talk about.

TOPIC 03

Last Saturday, was my first time I went to a club. Hehehehehehehe… Well, we went to Zouk some where in KLCC. In addition to that, I got in free.. YIPPEEEE!!!!! My friends have some connection that allowed us to enter free. So happy!! But bad also lah. I cannot drink a lot because I am the driver of the day. Sob Sob Sob. So unlucky? Hehehe anyway. I still get to experience there. : D It was very strange to me at first because it is not like what I have expected to be like. Maybe my imagination runs too wild. I told my friends that it was my first time but they do not believe that statement. Do I look so wild that until they do not believe that I have never been to a club before? Well I know I am not good but I did not have a chance to go to a pub before. So don’t think so highly of me. I don’t even know how to dance. So Kill me. I will have to learn how to dance before going back to a club.. XD

Hai.. It is such a calm, serene, peaceful and wonderful week without those brats, stinky, idiot from Korean in the house. However, those wonderful days will be gone after all the stinky brats come back from their holiday... Nonononononononono!!!!!! I don’t want them to come back.. Go a way! Go a way! Just shift out already!!! I don’t want to die with heart attack… BTW.. I do Need a lot of ideas from you all. Please help me to think of a way to kick/make them shift out of the house. All ideas are accepted.
I cannot write long today because I am still half way.. Scared my boss knows about it. XD.

Quotes for today:

If it's natural to kill, how come men have to go into training to learn how? Joan Baez

A MSG TO PPL OUT THERE.. PLS READ.. and becareful

2005-11-02T09:51:00.000+08:00

This Msg is not a fake story.. but just happen... now my friend's brother is hurt, and traumatized... so please be careful...here it goes:

" Just to share an experience my family went through at the dawn of Deepavali... Play members please read and be cautious...

1st October morning, my mom received a phone call from my brother. He told my mom that he was robbed and badly beaten up. The location of the incident was just a road away from our house.

My brother was driving on his way home, he was sure there was no car when he made a turn at the junction. Just a blink of the eyes, a car hit him from behind. He was very shocked, and looked at the back through the mirror and memorized the car plate number. He saw an indian guy got down from the car and walked towards him.

He got down of the car thinking that it was an accident. That indian guy pretended to discuss to bring the matter to the police station my brother agreed. Later on, another indian guy came down from the car and pretended to advice his friend to settle the problem there and then.

At that moment, one of the indian guy caught hold of my brother and the other went straight for the keys of the car and pulled it out. Then the 3rd indian guy came out from the car and 3 of them dragged my brother to the side of the road behind some bushes and bashed him up.

They pushed him on the ground and continued with kicks and punches on his face. They then took away his wallet and handphone. He was very unlucky because he just took out about 1k to settle some banking transaction and the 3 indians took everything. Besides that they took a set of our house keys as well.

Their main target was not actually to rob my brother but his car. However, the immobilizer installed to his car stopped they plan which might be the reason why the bashed my brother up. Moments later a good samaritan drove by saw my brother covered with blood and helped him. She lent him her phone to call home and also help from friends.

We suspected that the 3 indians are just looking for any target who pass by the road and my brother was there at the wrong time. If my brother didn't become the victim, the good samaritan lady will be the victim already and things might be worst as she was quite pretty looking and etc.

Thank god they didn't not use any weapons or my brother will be in a worst situation. He ended up having a nose bone fractured which needs an operation on next Monday. Bruised all over the body.

I cannot believe the sight looking at his face covered with blood and tissue paper stained all around the side of the road when we first arrived the location of the incident. What they did to my brother is going to traumatize him for life! He can hardly eat now because his mouth was badly injured and all he can do is sleep.

After reporting police, we were told that the car drove by the indians was stolen since mid August and they were using the same car for the other crimes they've committed. We were told by another person that a same incident happened last night in Kepong... same style of crime...

Our whole family is put to danger now because they took my brother's wallet with IC/address inside and they have our house keys as well... We have no choice but to change all the locks in the house and also be more cautious just in case they do wanna try coming to rob the house which we were told that they might.

The blood my brother lost and the heart break caused cannot be mend unless justice is served. Just want to warn all those who drives alone be more cautious with that we might avoid another tragedy from happening...

-Hezra"

quoted from http://forum.play.com.my/viewtopic.php?t=3978

Log for boredom........

2005-10-10T19:42:00.001+08:00

Time : 4.42 pm, Afternoon
Current Place : In the office
Doing : Nothing (since I finish work already.)

It is 4.42 pm now and I am bored already… just started work from 12 pm and now I have finish work. Actually not finish work but nothing to do except to just crap with friends and co-workers. Not to say there is much to talk because they are very busy with their work while I am too free. The weird part is always the free time. When I am busy they are free and while I am free, they are always busy. Because they are busy now and I have nothing for me to do, all that is available for me now is to blog. Ha ha ha ha ha.

The picture from the Annual Dinner of my company have been upload to my CPU and now I am thinking how to upload it to the net and where shall I put it in. I can’t put it in this blog because I do not have the program “Hello!” from blog spot but I do have “Multiply” and yahoo.web to upload it to. Problem now is the space, they provide very limited space and I don’t think I can put my pictures there for long. Maybe some will be upload on to friendster.

Bored! Bored! Bored! Bored! I have really nothing to do. Sometimes I am thinking of playing online games in the office computer or even “Maple” here. Since I have a lot of time (like about 5 hour free) every day, I think I waste my life here more than wasting at home. If only I can work from home, then I think it is much better because I can level more often and faster reach the level I want as soon as possible. Ha ha ha ha.. I am back to games again. It has been a long time I play RO and now I feel like playing again. Problem is, I do not know whether my account is still there or have been expired. If is expired, I will have to force myself to leveling again. Still miss Ragnarok Online and will be playing it again. XD For the mean time, I will be busy with my maple game for I am busy aiming to be a wizard as soon as possible.

Yuki, my dog have grown again. Well she is still very cute but as always, she is still very noisy for she I always alone. XD Sometimes I feel like buying another one dog to play with her. Then she will not be that bored and they can play with each other and we do not have to play with her soo much (actually, I seldom meet her because of the location). This time she is starting to shed her hair here and there. Lucky for us she is place in the back yard of our house. Well, my father is planning to throw her away but I feel it is a bit wasted because she is beautiful and I like her a lot even though she is naughty , noisy and playful. If is it possible I would really be happy to send her to a dog school in Malacca. Selangor do have a lot but I do not want to risk her vomiting again .. >_< href="http://loonloonster.multiply.com/photos">http://loonloonster.multiply.com/photos. They are all there.

Quotes for today:

Life has meaning only if one barters it day by day for something other than itself. Antoine de Saint-Exupery

What Is So Shocking About Me?

2005-10-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since I wrote in this blog.. it seems that every time I write.. a few months later only I will write back. Some times even months. Here is some updates in my life.

Working days….

Currently I am still working in HSBC and will not change until some bad event happen which make me hate the environment here. Now I am working on the floor, which means I am half way through my probation in this work place. I have a few months more to real working environment. To tell the truth, I kind of like working on the floor than studying in the class room because I really sucks at studying.. I cannot stand sitting there and do nothing and I REALLY cannot sit there and hear any lecture. I am not suitable for that. You can do anything but I cannot make it. XD Ok . Enough of that for now.. what I want to say is I prefer working live because I can really understand more than then studying. Hehehehe.. but I am still looking for freelance job because I really tight on budget. It is all because of the rented room. After deducting the rental and others.. I really found out that I am broke and I need to use my saving. Lucky for me because I got saving but not lucky is the part that I have to use the saving for my expenses. Hai… all back to 0. Looks like I have to tie my stomach a lot this month and save when ever I can. If is it possible… all dinners are off..

Speaking of dinner… Last Saturday, I went to my company’s annual dinner. It was a good thing and also a bad thing. The bad thing bout going there is just a small matter but to me, it is still bad but minor case lo. Hehehehehehe.. Bad thing first. This is a requirement that my friend’s give me when I go to the Annual dinner. I have to wear skirt!!!! I was starting to think, “I am dead. I have to walk in skirts again?” that time I was really reluctant to buy the dress. Not to say I always wear skirts or stuff like that. For those who know me very very well, I Don’t Wear Skirt at all [unless it is my high school uniform] because it is hard to move and walk.. I have to take care of how I am going to sit and so on. Hai… Well what have pass is pass already. XD

Good thing is I manage to surprise a lot of people. Hehehehehehe.. Most of the people I know they say cannot recognize me at all.. Muhahahahahaha.. Maybe I disguise more often and trick people then.. HOHOHOHohohohoho.. I am so bad. Well I have my make up on, not wearing any spectacle and had my contact on, set / curl my hair, wore dress and I am on boots. Hohooho.. Maybe because of that no one reorganize me. Well I did take some picture from the annual dinner but I have yet to transfer it to my computer. Guys, if you want to see my picture, you will have to wait a bit more. Well I am proud of my self that day. HOHohohohoho. Get to trick so many people.. so when you all see the picture, please comment on it… I need to touch up and then trick more people… [kidding].

Lifestyle…..
Well my life style now is back to normal but I am always broke.. if you guys know any freelance I can do, please do call me.. I really need extra cash.. Month of October is always the busy month. My sister birthday is coming + I am going for a short holiday with my friends from work. We will be going to Genting Highland and then stay there for one night. Normally we will be staying in the hotel but because I am broke, things change to an apartment. For you information, some apartment in Genting Highlands are haunted and we hear it based on rumors. Some of my friend’s heard about it and now are very scared about it and some are reluctant to go there. Well I think it is a bit silly because we will be together all the time, unless toilet. Since we are going there in a group and our group is the noisiest, I don’t think they will come lo and we are not that lucky to be able to see one. I really hope that we will not be able to see one because I an not desperate to watch one also. Any way, I just hope that I will have a good time there and I do not overspend a lot in Genting highland because of budget problem again.

Today's Word of mind?

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.

Albert Camus

Y go Genting Highland? Cyberjaya also same atmosphare wat..

2005-08-10T12:45:00.000+08:00

As stated on the title, why go to Genting Highland when all you have to do is drive to Cyberjaya and you will see the same view. Hahahaha.. For some people who don't know, Malaysia have been landed Haze case again and this time, it is worst than pervious case. Currently I am working in Cyberjaya and the haze here is the worst. Today the view is almost cover up by white smoke until we can't even look at the opposite big building there.. be amaze ppl.. for I even fear to drive in this situation. it is so thick that you can't even see clearly. It is like the eye sight power lower down and you can only view 50 m and not even counted clear.

Some of the school have already take holiday becasue of the haze but too bad for us who are working. There is no holiday for you are in an air-con building. haii... and I thought we could have more rest. if the situation got worst and worst, I will have to take leave for it becasue I will not be able to drive and I am not willing to risk my life for work[unless the boss is willing to pay more than usual]. This time I am not sure where the haze came from becasue I have not read the news papare for a long time but I heard it came from Cyberjaya and Sarawak.

What make me wonder more is the time it became hazy. In the morning, it is still ok and I can see the road ok.. a bit blur here and there but not very very.. By afternoon comes, Cyberjaya have grown into a hill like Genting Highlands. Smoke acting like mist and the damn cool air-condition in our company make the atmosphere so alike. hai... Even my sister in Sunway can't c cleary more than a 100m. Looks like she will have to wear the surgery mask soon if she is going to walk more and more.. hehehehehehe.. but I am more worried about her than she worried about herself. haooyoo... like this i can't do anything but to give her the car?

Becasue this haze have a timming, i am thinking some one have start the first instead of bush fire. It is way too coincident to be bush fire every afternoon and still haven't finish burning all. Don't that person who start it die of lung cancer or too much carbon monoside[forgot the spelling]? Don't they get tired of burning? Well i don't mind if they are not afraid of dying.. but i do. Anyway. i really hope this will go away soon. i don't want to go back late every day.

Another old thing is; i have decide to change job again now.. but i am still not sure about it becasue i have just finish my class room training [which is hell to me] and going "on the floor "soon next week... i am not sure whether should stay for a while to try out the situation on the floor first then only decide or find the job now. Another big headache is, looking for new style and not cartoon one already for me.. sob sob sob.. have to grow up... sob sob sob

run like a wind and sleep like a pig.

2005-07-05T12:25:00.000+08:00

cough cough.. it is soo dusty in here.. looks like i haven't been home for a long time. have to start to clean up all my stuff that i have left here.. all those pass history will have to be orginze and dust them up... will there will be updates too.. so here is it:

I have start working already for about 1 month but i am not very happy here with my work.. i can't get much sleep and then i have to wake up damn early. it is not fun. to make it worst!!! i have not been online for a long time to even check my mail.. only yesterday i start cleaning it up. looks like there have been a mountian of rubbish in those emails. I did get a job offer last week you know. a GD job that i want to work but too bad, they cannot wait for about 1 month to resign.. they want it imiediately.. that is some thing that i cannot do at all? how can i just run off to some where and i leave this job. i don't mind if i have got the pay but that time. i haven't get it yet so i cannot just run a way.. now my friend have another job vaccant in their company and i want to try out there... but will they willing to wait for me for about 1 month? if they do i do not mind at all.. i just want to change job from this one..

it is not bad the enviroment here but i do not like tha job scope at all for it is not my interst to read and study. worst this is they even have test and i have to do very very well in it to get the job .. might as will i just run away and that is the end of the career here.. acctually i don't think i want to have a career here.. it is not my type. every thing here is nice but i do not want some part ofthe package that will kill me at all times... hai... another conflict with the work place....

good news is. i am going to get my play station 2 already and i am happy for i will be able to play the games i want most... very very happy for i want it for a long time.. XD just need to wait for about 2 weeks more becasue i will not be able to go there for i am going to mlk this friday.. i do not think that my father will allow me to bring back that stuff and duuno what he will say when i spend it. maybe i will have to wait until my next pay check to come out and then i will be very very rich to buy my dvd also..muahhahahahah... i am crazy already.. don mind me.. i have to end here not for i haven't finish cleaning all the stuff here.... forgive my stupid spelling mistake..
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New Life of Mine????

2005-05-31T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hihihihi... Suiki/Julie here and working now not having fun but also having one now. hahah..weird leh. I have a job now and I am working in HSDM [which have connection to HSBC bank but not a bank] now. It is quite fun and it it very far from the course I have studied, graphic design. Now I am working as a Global Support Executive, which I am still not very sure which part I will have to take later. I found out there are a lot of department that thye have hired and I may be working for HongKong region. Still I am not sure for I will have to go through another assesment again at the end of the second week that will be next week. Forgot to annouce/type that I have start work for about a week.

Next week will be my second week. There isn't much to say about this job other that it is very a custormer service work and I have to wake up very early to get to work for the first 3 weeks. You will soon see a dead body of me next year if this keep on going. I have to wake up 4.30 am to get ready and get to the pick-up point before 5.40 am which is too early for me but I manage to wake up by force. I am going to die, lacking of sleep every night. soon you will see a rare animal in replace of me, walking around the working area and Klang [Panda]. The job enviroment isn't very bad but it is also not very good. it have a lot of things that I kind of like it and but lack on the same problem when I studied in LimKokWing University. No food, No shoping mall and heat. Lukcy for me that I do not have to go out to find food and the food here is not very bad. For the moment, I am at bliss becasue I do not have to do any work and just play around. They are training me for the moment with the skills and the basic information that they want us to know. It is almost like going to lecture class again. The good olds days where we have to rush to finish our work and pass up. There are some diffrent in this lecture and other lecture, we do not have much work but to just sit there and stare at the slides for the first week and then chat when we have time. Actually we have a lot of time but we cannot do what every we want like last time.

Rules in HSDM is very diffrent and we have to keep a lot of things "shut up". Can't tell you much about it. Stuff like pen-drive and laptops are phrobited to be brought for security reason. So now I am like a zombie sitting in the class doing nothing and stare into a few eyes and smile. That is my daily job now and will be changing soon after induction pass. Not everything in this bank is bad but there are a lot of privilage working here also. For example I have some advantages in bank account and so on. A lot of the fee were "wave" and i can get a lot of thing by just paying RM 30 to open a account. => Very very very benifitial. Maybe I will be able to get some diskaun in loan also[that is if I work long enough]...

This talk about the work keeps reminding me about my salary. I have already plan out what I am going to buy and spend when I get my pay. Muahhahahahhah. => My long long long dream, my Play Station 2... I have plan to grab it while I can afford it. That planning exclude the plaing of the rent, car, parent,food and so on. XD I hope after deduction on EPF and others, I hope I have enough to buy the Play Station 2 becasue I will find a time and way to get it even though I have to borrow money from them. I need it becasue I want to "touch" it before I get the Play Station 3. I will, don worried even i have to rob a bank. Play Station 3 have evolude to a very high tech CPu and I feel that I can only used half of the function they provide. Any way, I think I have talk too much and will be stoping here for the moment... You will see me again blogging when I have too free time during my working hours... Got to get some things to eat first.. Don't woried for I will be back soon..

looking for a house....

2005-05-20T16:49:00.000+08:00

Hip hip hurray for me. I have gone through a lot of things these few months and I learn quite a lot weird stuff. Stuff that you can do in interview but not good things... XD [interviewer thought me one]. There is good news and bad news for my situation now. Well... bad news first, I am looking for a freelance design job. If any one knows about it, can intro to me lah... since I need it. Other than that, I am looking for a room. I have leach too long on my sister and cousin [though she don mind about it] I is it possible. I am looking for one near Puchong’ IOI mall because there is where food if nice. I don’t mind in Subang’s Summit also. If I can’t find it or get one that is suitable for me... looks like I have to stay in nilai. Sob sob sob sob sob… To add more trouble to it, I want to play PS2 because I say my cousin’s friend stack of RPG games and all of them I want to play. The effect of playing….. I don need to say any more, I got addicted to those games. There is one game, Fatal Frame, which is some kind of ghost story and it is very interesting. It is about 2 sisters who “was reborn again” went into a haunted village that seems to be lose from the map for a long time after the festival. The objective of the game is to catch or exercise the ghost through a camera. It is nice and the game is eerie... the graphic is much better than silent hills games a loootttt… I think my younger sister will like it a lot since she flavors ghost story so much. With this, my resolution to get PS 2 will come true... Very very soon this year... I am still waiting for a job call from cr8 adv… if it is possible. I really would like to work there. The environment there is great and I kind of love it. But too bad, I am still waiting for their calls. Sob sob. Other than that, I think there is no more…

Now for the good news is…… I will be getting cash soon... At the end of the month. I am really happy.. got income now. Muahahahahhahaha… my wish to get PS 2 will be sooonn…. Another good thing is, PS 3 coming out and it is full of function that I will not used. Hahahahha.. like Bluetooth, DVD burner and so on. Hai.. this makes me wonder whether I should buy PS3 a not since I don’t used the other function much…

Yesterday, I was so free so I decide to play with my friend and ask to married me. Then I told that friend of mine about our what life will be :

We will be dating for 30 min. Then kiss for 15 min, go to bed [hotel, u know what it means lah. Takkan u so stupid] 5 min, register for marriage certificate ->3 min, married [ceremony with flowers and so on]à2min, honey moon in Japanà1min, then we immediately divorce within 30 sc..

So that is my life with my friend within 1 hr…. so short but memorable…..

New life for the old one?

2005-05-13T13:11:00.000+08:00

If you have a chance to go back to the past or move on to the future, which will you choose? If it is me, I will stay where I am now. I have seen a comic that kind of questions me a bit with the question. I notice most people will choose the past so they can correct themselves and make it better for them in the future that they know what happen, But why people like past more than future? Is it because they want to correct themselves for easier life? To prevent some incident from happening? Or is it because the future is uncertain and no one knew what is going to happen?

Isn’t it a bit boring to live a life that you know what is going to happen and try to make it better? What happen if that particular action backfire and things goes worst than usual? Change is not always for better and life is much nice without us knowing what the future holds.

Some people are a great liar and keep saying that it is not their fault. It irritate me a lot when they say I didn’t call them when I have called them 5 times and they do not fucking answer their calls… And every fucking time I called, instead of that person answering the call I got the stupid voice mail to answer for me. I am fed up with these people. What the fuck do you need a cell phone for when you don’t even answer the call? Are they deaf or they are too stupid to answer them on time? Then they come out with stupid excuse like; “I can’t hear” “Did u call?” “Opps. I just got your call lah. I didn’t notice…” WTF you talking about. Just throw a way the dam phone if you can’t even answer the dam phone. You are a company man, don’t you answer your customer’s phone.

Like the interview I went today, there was this company that was place in Kota damansara and it is deserted. They have no sign on the road to indicate what’s the name of it. How do you expect me to find it? Not only that. Other’s shops also don’t where it is located. I have to call up the company to find out their where bout. The first 4 calls, it didn’t get through. After the 5th call, there is a damn receptionist on the other side and I quickly ask for the direction of the place. What the hell. She orders me to follow her direction and she quickly said it in a grumpy voice. I didn’t get what she talking about so I ask her to repeat again. Hell she grumbles at me and say I “deaf” very softly [I can hear it though]. Hell. What type of receptionist are you? Where the hell is the “Customer Service”? I got so so mad at her and I nearly scolded her. Now I have the bad impression of that company that I hope I don get empolyed there. Die also don want..

::...Kuala Selangor, Here I come and Good by Freedom...::

2005-04-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

Kuala Selangor will be my last vacation spot for the next 2 years until I have enough to go traveling again. Cash has been ok for me since I have some saving in the bank but I will not be able to buy my PS2 as soon as I wanted it to be. Looks like I have to wait for a few more months before I can even feel the touch of the PS2 skin. Hai… I have been waiting for so long to have it but it seems like it is going further and further… All the money that I have been saving for that PS 2 is getting lesser and lesser. Since I have to start working in Nilai soon. I hope that I will not spend too much on food since I like to eat a lot. Looks like I have to get ready my diet + saving-food-money plan into action soon. Maybe then I will be able to buy the stuff I want.

Well it is my first time to Kuala Selangor and I wonder what is there to c other then firefly, my friends are planning to go there just for the fire fly and I am not sure what else is there. Should I bring a laptop there? Just in case I am bored but it will be very risky to do it. Just in case we have to go somewhere else and do not have a place to put the stuff. Hope it will be a good place and not a very very "ulu" place. I want to go "lepak" when I reach there. Like I wrote in the pervious blog, I cannot live with out Internet. I do hope the new place has Internet and I do not have to suffer for it. I cannot live with out the net… Noooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!…

Any way, my mom have problem with my new work place. Because I will be dealing with paint a lot but not direct contact with it, she still worried about all the chemicals and stuff. I do not hope to work there long but if I have no choice, I will have to work there for about 6 months. Least. By then I really hope to get another good job by then. Maybe I will be lucky to get another good pay job. I think I will find a freelance job while working with this company. Since he didn’t say I can’t and I think it will be in private also. I am so bad. I still haven’t get a look at the new work place yet but I hope it will be a good place and at least better from my expectation. I hope it don crash down and gone worst then want I have thought. I will have to suffer if I cannot cope with it. Hope hope hope hope. That’s all I can do. I don’t think I can expend much from there cause there are not much designing stuff for me to do. I will just have to color the drawing and then pass up to the workers and I do not find it as a good job even though it looks like an easy pay job. I am sure the boss will call me to do more than the stuff they said. Sigh… If the situation is like that, I better ask for an allowances or OT pay

"To find out what one is fitted to do, and to secure an opportunity to do it, is the key to happiness."-John Dewey

“The hardest thing in life is to know which bridge to cross and which to burn."-David Russell

sleepy and short.

2005-04-23T03:51:00.000+08:00

What wrong with my eyes? Because of comic

Some people wonder how I can stare on the surface of the monitor for the whole day a avoid it for eat, sleep and toilet. Well some of us out there can do it while others don’t. Well, it depends on activities that you are doing while facing the monitor. Most of the time I will be downloading my never ending collection of manga. Manga = Japanese comic. Reference for people who don’t know the meaning. It is never ending because different group of fans out there release their hard work n the different day and there are thousand of them here and there. I do see various manga from Hnter X Hunter [which are more to boys, action, fantasy] to “Shoujo” manga[girl, romance, date, relationship]. Not only that. I also download one type of manga that most Malaysian won’t acpect them, “Yaoi & Yuri” [for those who don’t know this Japanese term, it is gay, lesbian, sensual manga]. I know not every one will like it but I read every thing. Most of my college friends knew about it already and they are used to my weird hobby. I even have a guy friend requesting Yuri & Eechi manga’s website form me. I am quite open in these part but not all.. Weird right.

Anyway, every time I face the comp. There will sure be some bugger that will come and kacau kacau even there a busy sign there. Either that bugger don’t understand sign language. They do not undestand that I am busy of hsome weird cool. Any way. I have to stop already,,..i am getting woied.my enegery. I need to go back to the lovely bed and have my beacuty sleep. Today’s blog will be short and usless.

Take or leave it...

2005-04-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

What is the first thought that come thru your brain when u hear the sentence, “XXXX, we have decide to employ you.” Will my first thought will be, “Yeah!! I am saved from the word BANKRUPT.” I have manage and found a job in Nilai that are sure to employ me but on the other hand, I am not sure whether I want to work there a not. Nilai is not a bad place to work but the place might be a bit hard for me to stay since I need to have the Internet with me to survive. Without it…. I will die or bored unless I have my PS 2[Play station 2], which I haven’t bought it yet. Soon… Soon it will come into my small hands will pride. If it doesn’t, I will have to invest in my friends work [something like direct selling and I have to pay 2.5 k to do it.] Back to the topic, working in Nilai. I will be working wit a paint company and I have a very easy job [I think it is]. I just have to print out the stuff and add colors to it. Easy right? But I also have to survey and do a lot a lot of research on the community. I have quite a reasonable pay but I do not think it can support my old car and me. I have to drive to work and that is for sure unless I have a scooter to accompany me, on a long lonely and “ulu” way to work place. It will be good in I go back early b4 dark, but what happen if I have to do OT? Then, I will have to meet some thing that float alone in the middle of the road, white and Smokey and give me the shivers to the spine. So car is a must no matter what happens. Life sucks sometimes but can’t be help. I will consider it if I can find a room near my friend’s house and it have Internet. I will be happy and won’t mind working there. Cost of living in Nilai is much cheaper than KL or Selangor. So now I have to thinking about it more and more b4 going to work…. Haiii..

Another thing is the business that my friend suggested. She says it is very profitable and fast to get cash. From the way she explains the procedure it is fast and easy, and I do believe it will be a fast way to get money but there is a few problems with it. First problem is the modal to start investing and how to get it. I can‘t just simply ask 2.5k fm my mom and start it. Whatever way I try it will for sure to come into a rejection. So I have to delay it. The other problem is the way they work and the whole company system. It is a system where people keep investing and investing only and they get the interested every time the other people or the people under them succeeded a sale. I can’t actually explain every thing and the procedure here in this blog because u needs another person to tell you the whole situation in person only you will understand. Until now...I am not quite sure about what the works is about. I will think about it when I have the money to provide the modal. I will think of it as an investment in the future but for now, No way I can join that kind of work. Too risky.

WTF happen to Steamx...

2005-04-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

My main problem today is THE STREAMX!!!!!! How can they be so BAD to me!!! I can't even load my email acct! Hell. How can I do my work like this? Of all days, today they have to break down. So heartless!! I cannot live with out my internet!!

Actually… I was downloading my anime and comic that I have missed out a few days ago. **Shy off and hid behind the monitor** Well every one have their own interest that they have to do every day, Right? I can live with out manga but I can live without touching the computer or sleep. Usual me, Piggy of the house. Can’t help it for I am born to be lazy.

Any way, I have been busy looking for a job in Singapore and KL and mom have been busy nagging me about what I should wear for the interview and so on. She even suggests bringing me go to the Salon just to wash my long hair.

“You have to be very need. First impression is very important. Must wear the skirt to the interview, ok?”

Ya ya ya. I know I have to be neat for the first interview. Basic knowledge but go to salon and spend RM 30 for trimming and washing? No way I am going to do it. I might as well stay at home and try fixing my lack-of-maturity portfolio. You might think that it is a good suggestion but I don. I am too stingy to go and waste RM 30 for a short-hair-trim-wash and do not see any different when I come out of the salon. For most people that knew me, wearing skirts is not my style and I do not think I will look good in skirt. I prefer pants more that skirt. If you guys want to see me in skirt, wait until I get married. Hahahaha. Then you will have an opportunity to look at me with a very long skirt. Maybe in the future you will see me change but for now… No Skirts. I am no damsel. I am a weird gal and not yet a woman.

Truth is within ourselves; it takes no rise
From the outward things, whate'er you may believe.
There is an inmost centre in us all,
Where truth abides in fulness; and around,
Wall upon wall, the gross flesh hems it in,
This perfect, clear perception - which is truth.
Browning.

2005-04-04T04:52:00.000+08:00

You're alive. Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative was so uncomplicated. It could be expressed in single words, not complete sentences. It sounded like this: Look. Listen. Choose. Act.

Barbara Hall, A Summons to New Orleans, 2000

My new Blog

2005-04-04T02:56:00.000+08:00

Helo.. This is the will be a new opening of my blog. Becasue of some memory problem. i have forgotten my password to the pervious acct.. so i have to start a new one. Fear not for it will still be like the previous one..

Here is the previous post i have written:

To who so ever will read this blog...

i pity u.. muahahha because i will write crap and stuff that u may not want to hear and read about.. some times, i may not even update it. and i have no idea how long will this blog last.. but i will sure to write for the mean time.. maybe... this inter will last until i grew too old and have too many childrens to mess wit.. Who knows. I may not even have one.So for now, this is the grand or so call grand opening of my blog. Soon I will have to redesign my website and make a blog there. This blog will contain my stories.. about life, intrest, complains, opinion and maybe some weird issuse.

Sorry for the trouble. thx for reading