Loon's Lunatic idea of life

Kuala Selangor will be my last vacation spot for the next 2 years until I have enough to go traveling again. Cash has been ok for me since I have some saving in the bank but I will not be able to buy my PS2 as soon as I wanted it to be. Looks like I have to wait for a few more months before I can even feel the touch of the PS2 skin. Hai… I have been waiting for so long to have it but it seems like it is going further and further… All the money that I have been saving for that PS 2 is getting lesser and lesser. Since I have to start working in Nilai soon. I hope that I will not spend too much on food since I like to eat a lot. Looks like I have to get ready my diet + saving-food-money plan into action soon. Maybe then I will be able to buy the stuff I want.

Well it is my first time to Kuala Selangor and I wonder what is there to c other then firefly, my friends are planning to go there just for the fire fly and I am not sure what else is there. Should I bring a laptop there? Just in case I am bored but it will be very risky to do it. Just in case we have to go somewhere else and do not have a place to put the stuff. Hope it will be a good place and not a very very "ulu" place. I want to go "lepak" when I reach there. Like I wrote in the pervious blog, I cannot live with out Internet. I do hope the new place has Internet and I do not have to suffer for it. I cannot live with out the net… Noooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!…

Any way, my mom have problem with my new work place. Because I will be dealing with paint a lot but not direct contact with it, she still worried about all the chemicals and stuff. I do not hope to work there long but if I have no choice, I will have to work there for about 6 months. Least. By then I really hope to get another good job by then. Maybe I will be lucky to get another good pay job. I think I will find a freelance job while working with this company. Since he didn’t say I can’t and I think it will be in private also. I am so bad. I still haven’t get a look at the new work place yet but I hope it will be a good place and at least better from my expectation. I hope it don crash down and gone worst then want I have thought. I will have to suffer if I cannot cope with it. Hope hope hope hope. That’s all I can do. I don’t think I can expend much from there cause there are not much designing stuff for me to do. I will just have to color the drawing and then pass up to the workers and I do not find it as a good job even though it looks like an easy pay job. I am sure the boss will call me to do more than the stuff they said. Sigh… If the situation is like that, I better ask for an allowances or OT pay

"To find out what one is fitted to do, and to secure an opportunity to do it, is the key to happiness."-John Dewey

“The hardest thing in life is to know which bridge to cross and which to burn."-David Russell

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What wrong with my eyes? Because of comic

Some people wonder how I can stare on the surface of the monitor for the whole day a avoid it for eat, sleep and toilet. Well some of us out there can do it while others don’t. Well, it depends on activities that you are doing while facing the monitor. Most of the time I will be downloading my never ending collection of manga. Manga = Japanese comic. Reference for people who don’t know the meaning. It is never ending because different group of fans out there release their hard work n the different day and there are thousand of them here and there. I do see various manga from Hnter X Hunter [which are more to boys, action, fantasy] to “Shoujo” manga[girl, romance, date, relationship]. Not only that. I also download one type of manga that most Malaysian won’t acpect them, “Yaoi & Yuri” [for those who don’t know this Japanese term, it is gay, lesbian, sensual manga]. I know not every one will like it but I read every thing. Most of my college friends knew about it already and they are used to my weird hobby. I even have a guy friend requesting Yuri & Eechi manga’s website form me. I am quite open in these part but not all.. Weird right.

Anyway, every time I face the comp. There will sure be some bugger that will come and kacau kacau even there a busy sign there. Either that bugger don’t understand sign language. They do not undestand that I am busy of hsome weird cool. Any way. I have to stop already,,..i am getting woied.my enegery. I need to go back to the lovely bed and have my beacuty sleep. Today’s blog will be short and usless.

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What is the first thought that come thru your brain when u hear the sentence, “XXXX, we have decide to employ you.” Will my first thought will be, “Yeah!! I am saved from the word BANKRUPT.” I have manage and found a job in Nilai that are sure to employ me but on the other hand, I am not sure whether I want to work there a not. Nilai is not a bad place to work but the place might be a bit hard for me to stay since I need to have the Internet with me to survive. Without it…. I will die or bored unless I have my PS 2[Play station 2], which I haven’t bought it yet. Soon… Soon it will come into my small hands will pride. If it doesn’t, I will have to invest in my friends work [something like direct selling and I have to pay 2.5 k to do it.] Back to the topic, working in Nilai. I will be working wit a paint company and I have a very easy job [I think it is]. I just have to print out the stuff and add colors to it. Easy right? But I also have to survey and do a lot a lot of research on the community. I have quite a reasonable pay but I do not think it can support my old car and me. I have to drive to work and that is for sure unless I have a scooter to accompany me, on a long lonely and “ulu” way to work place. It will be good in I go back early b4 dark, but what happen if I have to do OT? Then, I will have to meet some thing that float alone in the middle of the road, white and Smokey and give me the shivers to the spine. So car is a must no matter what happens. Life sucks sometimes but can’t be help. I will consider it if I can find a room near my friend’s house and it have Internet. I will be happy and won’t mind working there. Cost of living in Nilai is much cheaper than KL or Selangor. So now I have to thinking about it more and more b4 going to work…. Haiii..

Another thing is the business that my friend suggested. She says it is very profitable and fast to get cash. From the way she explains the procedure it is fast and easy, and I do believe it will be a fast way to get money but there is a few problems with it. First problem is the modal to start investing and how to get it. I can‘t just simply ask 2.5k fm my mom and start it. Whatever way I try it will for sure to come into a rejection. So I have to delay it. The other problem is the way they work and the whole company system. It is a system where people keep investing and investing only and they get the interested every time the other people or the people under them succeeded a sale. I can’t actually explain every thing and the procedure here in this blog because u needs another person to tell you the whole situation in person only you will understand. Until now...I am not quite sure about what the works is about. I will think about it when I have the money to provide the modal. I will think of it as an investment in the future but for now, No way I can join that kind of work. Too risky.

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My main problem today is THE STREAMX!!!!!! How can they be so BAD to me!!! I can't even load my email acct! Hell. How can I do my work like this? Of all days, today they have to break down. So heartless!! I cannot live with out my internet!!

Actually… I was downloading my anime and comic that I have missed out a few days ago. **Shy off and hid behind the monitor** Well every one have their own interest that they have to do every day, Right? I can live with out manga but I can live without touching the computer or sleep. Usual me, Piggy of the house. Can’t help it for I am born to be lazy.

Any way, I have been busy looking for a job in Singapore and KL and mom have been busy nagging me about what I should wear for the interview and so on. She even suggests bringing me go to the Salon just to wash my long hair.

“You have to be very need. First impression is very important. Must wear the skirt to the interview, ok?”

Ya ya ya. I know I have to be neat for the first interview. Basic knowledge but go to salon and spend RM 30 for trimming and washing? No way I am going to do it. I might as well stay at home and try fixing my lack-of-maturity portfolio. You might think that it is a good suggestion but I don. I am too stingy to go and waste RM 30 for a short-hair-trim-wash and do not see any different when I come out of the salon. For most people that knew me, wearing skirts is not my style and I do not think I will look good in skirt. I prefer pants more that skirt. If you guys want to see me in skirt, wait until I get married. Hahahaha. Then you will have an opportunity to look at me with a very long skirt. Maybe in the future you will see me change but for now… No Skirts. I am no damsel. I am a weird gal and not yet a woman.


Truth is within ourselves; it takes no rise
From the outward things, whate'er you may believe.
There is an inmost centre in us all,
Where truth abides in fulness; and around,
Wall upon wall, the gross flesh hems it in,
This perfect, clear perception - which is truth.
Browning.

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You're alive. Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative was so uncomplicated. It could be expressed in single words, not complete sentences. It sounded like this: Look. Listen. Choose. Act.

Barbara Hall, A Summons to New Orleans, 2000

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Helo.. This is the will be a new opening of my blog. Becasue of some memory problem. i have forgotten my password to the pervious acct.. so i have to start a new one. Fear not for it will still be like the previous one..

Here is the previous post i have written:

To who so ever will read this blog...

i pity u.. muahahha because i will write crap and stuff that u may not want to hear and read about.. some times, i may not even update it. and i have no idea how long will this blog last.. but i will sure to write for the mean time.. maybe... this inter will last until i grew too old and have too many childrens to mess wit.. Who knows. I may not even have one.So for now, this is the grand or so call grand opening of my blog. Soon I will have to redesign my website and make a blog there. This blog will contain my stories.. about life, intrest, complains, opinion and maybe some weird issuse.


Sorry for the trouble. thx for reading

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